Friday, 17 April 2015

Dysfunction

Here we go again
One last time a million times over

You make your insanity sound so good
I know it’s just bullshit
But your dysfunction is addictive 
Our dysfunction is equally addictive 

My judgement hazed
Blinded by black eyeliner 

Lost in the abyss 
It consumes us 
Downing in darkness 
It represents us

We hated each other the first time we met 
We tainted each other the first time we met 

My thoughts 
Polluted by colour of your eyes
Poisoned by your words  
Thinking, what were you thinking

Compelled to one another
We were together 


Here we go again

It’s over, for the millionth time.

Saturday, 11 April 2015

Criminal: Part 2

Or am I the bad guy?

I shouldn't be judging others. Well, judging is human nature. 
Don't judge others, be polite, work hard. 

Or is it society? 


They are society. 
We are society.

Or does it matter? 

We're all prisoners on this tube; it is yet to reach any of our destinations. 

It's a metaphor.

We are free. 
Are we free. 

The next station is Boston Manor, please mind the gap.

I am liberated as my oyster frees me from TFL's barriers. 


Criminal: Part 1

With stressful frowns upon their faces, a man and woman jumped onto the tube as the doors began to shut. Jump successful. They positioned themselves comfortably in the warn out seats opposite me. Westbound to Heathrow terminals the tube driver announced, I imagine this only happens for tourist purposes. Her shabby outfit and heavy jewellery was somewhat questionable. I looked at them again, from the corner of my eye, nothing to bat an eyelid at; friends, lovers, partners in crime. Yet I thought, perhaps they were fleeing the country... What an irrational thought, but who am I to know any better. 

Armed with only a small black bag which the woman guarded, as well as giant pockets in each of their oversized, ill fitting coats, it was clear that if they were on the run, it was serious and they had to escape quickly. No clothes, no personal belongings or sentimental trinkets - passports, each other, and a fat wad of cash I would assume.

That's it, they robbed a bank. The man reached for a copy of the Evening Standard , a free newspaper that circulates London, that had been abandoned by another commuter. His eyes pierced each page as the woman also began to scan the paper, the pair searched for something. What were they looking for, their own names? If they had committed some sort of crime it wouldn't be in the papers yet, the lateness of the day is worked in their favour. At 9:17pm, "breaking news" on the BBC’s Twitter account is the only thing that stands between the couple’s freedom and the society’s justice. 

The gentleman sitting next to them is oblivious to their potential criminal status. He’s oblivious to me not so subtly staring at them, and now at him. Suited and booted, he wore all black with the exception of navy socks and a white shirt. A banker, I thought. Yeah, a wanker. The man’s iPhone 6 consumed his journey, 40 minutes dragged by and I did not once get the chance to see the colour of his disinterested eyes. 

Who knew if this guy had just helped to create the next global economic crisis? His guilt had him frozen in his seat. 50 minutes and still no movement. The negative body language he projected mirrored his morbid facial expression and suggested his personality is almost as non existent as his conscience. 

Who is more of a criminal? 
The banker to the bank robbers?